there’s moments in life where i want simply nothing. nothing but to lay down in an open field and be left to my thoughts. but when ever i attempt that, i end up being pulled away, wisped into drama. when i get home, there’s supposed to be moment where you can relax, but with homework and all, there is no way. then on friday nights i stay up late blogging. theres not much else to do. my eyelids slowly drift down as i look at the computer screen. my fingers become slower in typing. i don’t want to sleep. sleep for me means nightmares. I don’t sleep well, and staying awake is way easier then being vulnerable to other people. humpback whales sleep one half of their brain at a time incase of attack. i wish i could sleep like that so i wouldn’t have to miss out on a regular social life. everywhere i go it seems as soon as i leave something good happens. i miss out on hippy circles in feilds. so before i go to bed i just think. i don’t care what i think about. i get lost in my thoughts. theres no way out once you enter.
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